If I Had A Wish

2010-09-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder
why?
Am i too young to be feeling this awkward shit
right at the bottom of my heart

Looking at your photos , listening to your music
Feeling the pain and agony
its just the best cure that i can have right now

I believe that fate has been doing its job .
I Believe in Destiny
Karma has stroked me hard, Real hard .
All i can do is hope .

Im too weak to be by your side
im sorry , but you made me melt so much

Those memories stucked in my mind
like paints on a canvas , youre all that's in my mind

Now lets wait if we could be cheering on thirce
on the fifth year . . .

10 july

2010-07-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

Some stories are not meant to be told
some are only for the best
but some , can stab you right in the middle of the heart
and making you fall on your knees.
Just when everything seems to be fine
(a story told )
no it isnt ...

5 july

2010-07-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday danial
youre the luckiest sperm to get trough
haha , hope you stay happy bro =D

Happy 100th post mohd Farhan
woohoo , i rock!
haha , well Outcry Rocked the stage
on 2nd july
thanks people for coming
love you guys =D
muackkkss! (alim send regards to kiss you )
haha , i have to stop with alim gay thingy
GEEESSHHH!
will post the photos soon aye?
and and and
bunny girl said
i had the most amazing hair in the WORLD
i was LIKE WOOHOO
but
after hayley williams -____-
hahhaa , STILL
THANKS ZANY
you have an awesome hair too =D

Zaki is a cool guy
(im just writing this because he said so )
want to get reputation
but in my blog? uh uh NO NO
haha

Je commence à tomber pour toi lapin =D

the last day of june

2010-06-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

can somebody please tell me whats going on
ok fine
zaki already told me
GEESSSHHH!! ikr ( i know right )
its the tinggling feeling again
i think somebody ( me)
likes somebody(bjgszefhsafdasnflufyfuibxuwaaD)
haha ,

alot of fun things GOING ON
tml radio heatwave
friday acoustic performance at school
and YOUTH GIG!
competition on 10 july
4e8 outing ( soon)
and recording on august
and and bursary coming VERY SOON

i love my life
dont you ? treasure every moment even if it hurts

ilove my blog
because i can like WRITE whatever i want
and no one is reading it
MUAHAHAHHAHA!
ALIM GAY!

=D
thats all for today folks .

Outcry

2010-06-22T20:59:00.000-07:00

2nd of july is coming real soon
get your tickets now or maybe on the day itself
haha dont worry la , it free
we are going to rock and roll all night baybehh

haha , outcry outcry
no wonder you guys keep calling
alim gay
or faris monyet HAHAHHAA
or hafiz homo
or farhan handsome
GEEESSHH! hahahahaha

23 june

2010-06-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

geeeshh , i dont really know what i am feeling right now
i want to go paintball
if any kind hearted people out there
offer me paintball
or maybe a job in the media industry
and ill give you my
myy..
my.....
uhh
pillow =D
how bout that?

ggeessshh!!!!

.i think it starts to hurt
when you start to think
about what or who you like
and you know its
rather difficult

somebody buy me a gt-10 please x(
on the other hand , ok i admit
i admit okay
=D geeeesshhhh

hehe have a nice day =D
and yeah , happy birthday nazrynn ..

Radioheatwave

2010-06-11T10:44:00.000-07:00

im glad that i got into radioheatwave
thanks marrisa and germaine
thanks deejays
i just feel like talking about it today
Hey , its me Farhan and Max on Oficial soundtracks ... YES YES! bamm , we are so gonna give u some whacky news and gossips on the latest celebrity lovey ... haha , stay tune to find out more
only on radioheatwave.com
haha , im gonna miss that
FOR 3 WEEKS NO SCHOOL
NO RADIO
NO FUN! boohoooo
BAHHH!! get a grip of yourself bro
here are some photos of me and my partner max

LETS ROCK AND ROLL ALL NIGHT =D

2010

2010-06-08T09:05:00.000-07:00

A year which i never thought it would be like
i feel so
unreasonable for what ive done
all those bad habits
and sinful things

Well , radioheatwave bbq outing was awesome
**COOLIOS**

If YOU have experience about movies
or watch like a MILLION movies
and if u want to be on live on air
at ngee ann poly
We are interviewing people!
YES YES YES!
its only once in a lifetime oppurtunity
one day only!
do contact me or max
=D
HAVE A NICE DAY PEEPS

24th may

2010-05-23T21:48:00.000-07:00

im sorry if i made an early decision
i know its tough for both of us
but i guess that was the best decision
im sorry
it just doesnt work out for me

currently in mechanics lesson a.k.a laptop session
haha , i cant study with this teacher sia
xP

and guys, OutCry will be having a performance at yuhua community centre
tickets are free
2nd july
7-9 pm
contact me at 91425294
do come with as many friend possible
thanks for your support =)

we will also be having another blackhole gig
31 july
tickets also free
This blackhole gig is a DIO tribute
more details will be out soon

SUPPORT OUTCRY
your favourtie HARD ROCK BAND
haha =)

When sadness reigns

2010-05-14T04:53:00.000-07:00

DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU THINK IM REFERING TO YOU
AND THINK YOU CANT TAKE IT BECAUSE THIS IS JUST FROM
MY STUPID WEIRD EMOTIONS
xP

somehow i felt that my freedom i am right now
is so difficult , but it was so much easier when im only with my
friends . love is so complicated
it hurts even when you think about it
come on la farhan
lets get our facts right
i mean , LETS USE OUR COMMON SENSE ok
i really dont know what to do right now
everything is like so jumbled up
and i miss those two years of my life
those days with only my friends were awesome
i dont want to break your heart after a year or so
but , before it hurts too much ... i think ill do it soon
i dont know
....
i just feel like i want to be alone
maybe , now isnt a good time for a relationship
maybe now isnt a perfect time
i dont know
i admit I LOVE YOU
but it hurts to always think about all the fights we have
i know , im a bad boyfriend
go , go have your freedom while i have mine
im sorry , youre the sweetest girlfriend though
but , i guess it isnt right
it isnt right for me
you will get over me , i know its going to hurt
but before it hurts more ....
lets not think about this too much ...
im sorry nazrynn ,
i skipped school today to read ur letter in the love jar
sighs , im just sooooo touched
but , i ve made a mistake
ive made a mistake of making the early move
i dont even know what class u are in
(fine it doesnt relate to this )
but
UHHHH!!!! lets not go to conclusions okay
let me think about this shit
im so fucked up NOWADAYS
like sooo FUCKED UP!!!!
im suppose to be a happy guy
in poly enjoying my life
hate me , or whatever
i still want to enjoy my life with my friends okk

farhan what the hell are you saying
i dont know la
this is just another stupid blogpost

Enjoy LIFE PEOPLE
DO WHATEVER YOU WANT PEOPLE
YOUR FREEDOM IS YOURS
=)

2010-05-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

Just a short update
im currently very busy with poly and other stuffs
so therefore i will blog VERY RANDOMLY
wakaka ,let this blog be slowly dead
but haha , i will update once every fornight ( two weeks )
KAY? haha
and nazrynn , u are just the sweetest =)

25 april

2010-04-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

Poly has been tiring yet awesome
from one class to another is so tiring
going up the hills
in the hot sun
WAH! penat la seyy !!
ahaha , but yet .. its awesome
met alot of new friends
ALOT
currently in song composing club and modeling
awaiting for audition for
stage Factor and radio dj heatwaves
i LOVE NP MAN
AND YEAH
I LOVE NAZRYNN MAN
WOOTS

18 april 09

2010-04-17T09:45:00.000-07:00

Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth.
*quoted from a walk to remember*

well , lets just say
a fight always starts out bad
but turns out better

this is just the beginning of a wonderful relationship

i love you nazrynn , i do

12 april 2010

2010-04-11T10:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MOHAMMAD FARHAN BIN NASRUDDIN
officially 17

yeah , im SOOOO happy now
thanks people for all the awesome birthday wishes
i love you guys
and thanks nazrynn
for being there just now just to wish me happy birthday
god i love you
just on time for the last train
and just on time for the wish
=))

well , i spent the last day of being 16 with my family and nazrynn
and spent my first day of being 17 with nazrynn then my family
haha ,
IM JUST SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW
=) mummy and daddy bought me $300 worth
of goodies
woohoo , this is the first time man
GOD I LOVE THEM
sorry , if i were being a little moddy just now
haha , but still ..its weird shopping with parents
WAKKAKAKA
today , i bought a nike bag , levis shoe , giodarno and cotton on shirts
and this AWSOME JEAN from Menshop that i have been eye-ing
for awhile , haha .. THANKS MUMMY AND DADDY
THANKS EVERYONE
GOD I LOVE YOU GUYS
GOD , I LOVE YOU
xP

on 9 april , went to sentosa with work buddies
it was AWESOME MAN!!!
=)))
i love you guys .... haha

i love my life
i love god
i love my family
i love my friends
i love you people
and
i love nazrynn , most of all =)
hehe

1st april 2010

2010-04-02T10:22:00.000-07:00

i swear to god
this is one of the most memorable
day i ever had in my life
well , bloggers ...
i have a confession to make
hehehe
UH OH!
somebody fell in love
wakaka...

Lets the pictures do the talking ...

My confession <3

Clash of the titans was awesome

*popcorn wasted*

but the day wasnt =)

the big move

2010-03-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

i realy got alot to say today
its been awhile since i blogged

I LOVE YOU GUYS 4E8
THE CHALET WAS AWESOME
EVEN IF U DID COME AWHILE
THANKS FOR COMING
YOU GUYS TOTALLY ROCK

on the 20th march
it was my last day at
jurong west st42 blk 553
=..) i really love that house so much
so many memories
ive dreamt about it
it feels so vivid....
thanks zaki and hafiz for following to carry stuff
at least u guys got gaji
hahaha

i really miss that old house of mine

ive been trying to blog 2 days ago
but i cant upload the photos ?
wth , stupid bloggeyh
haha! im not accusing u blogger
so dont go and terminate me x)

lets talk about some random stuff eyh?
last sunday went out to jp
haha , me and zaki were like fools
being some paparazi with our cameras

hahaha ,

Now this is a typical couple
EPIC!(like bollywood movie)
hahahha

Sweet old couple!

and this ISNT!!

Even dolls are lesbian

HAHAHAH! YOU CAN SEE THE AMOUNT OF GAYS
and the amount of couples!
WAKAKAKAKA
Well , u can see that im
freaking
BORED!

why this week no work>?
usless new supervisor
u should give hotel ppl pirority
not the agents ?
haiyoo!

its really sad when you realise
nothing will work
there is no point being stucked up
im just seriously pissed off with
this feeling that i keep having
why cant i stay?
why?

14 march

2010-03-13T08:30:00.000-08:00

first of all
congratulations unity secondary to win 2nd place in danceworks
haha , u guys were great .. nice meeting you oneay
hahaha xP

FUUH! what a tiring day today
haha , not really tiring .. just have to rush from here to there
aiyoo ama apa !!
^^ i have the rights to say that word ok .. im indian =D
woot woots

thanks ah zaki for accompanying me , if not i will get lost to tiong bahru
stupid battery
stupid phone
haha .. my handphone MAHAL OKAY!!
xP

somebody just called me cute
woot woot ,
and zaki hot ? uh oh! HAHHAA!

NOW THIS IS HOT! hahaha x(

haha , seriously i cant explain what i am feeling right now
weird me
farhan farhan not again
no farhan no
x(
haha , im feeling SUPER HAPPY yet.... sad

have you ever thought about it?
when something really great happens ,
there is something u knew that will turn eveything
all back to its place
and you really cant do anything
but to hope
and to pray
and to continue
loving it ...

9 march

2010-03-09T02:35:00.001-08:00

im getting tired of working at this stupid warehouse
but i have to struggle for a few more weeks
come on farhan YOU CAN DO IT!
hahaha
ive got some photos which i think i forgot to upload
like

a month ago? HAHA

REPRESENTING OUTCRY

Alim Alim

I think i was about to trip over? haha

OUHHH SHITT
tomorrow is the 10th of march
wish me luck =..)
the final result of me getting in to poly will be tomorrow
i hope there are still vacancy in the other course
just a few words , if you are colour blind , STUDYY HARDER AND NEVER TAKE ART
hahahaa .. . wish me luck =)

I wonder...

7 march

2010-03-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

here i am feeling down again
i admit im such an emotional bastard
BAHH!!
im sad because im afraid i cannot enter into a good course
even though they called me and said there is vacancy at mechanical
engineering, im still darn worried
i study so EFIING HARD
did my art like siaow
and this is what i get in return
i hope there is rezeki in disguise?
heeh
well seriously i hoope for the best

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY BELOVED BROTHERS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME
OUTCRY and ARIF
you guys are totally the best of friends i ever had
=)

february 28 .. 010

2010-02-28T06:35:00.000-08:00

currently listening to paramore..
haha weird me ..
finally , a camp without ****** is TOTALLY 10000X BETTER
everything went so smoothly
congratulations rota 2 for the successful 2 day 1 night NCO CAMP torcher camp
waakkaakaka,

REPRESENTING YOUR NEXT BADGE OF LEADERS! ( in blue)

haha , well u guys are the future leaders
this camp is to prepare u guys for ur snco course
i hope this years annual camp will be a blast
since ***** will not be around
i guess? I HOPE!

Farhan xP
laughed alot yesterday

23 feb 10

2010-02-23T06:34:00.000-08:00

we are back
starting afresh
but still keeping on the rock revolution
OUTCRY!

CONGRATULATIONS
MOHD ARIF BIN SHUKOR
for FINALLY buying the air sneakers of yours
which cost
$189
haha , happy dancing!

thousands of readers?
biar betol??
lol! remember my bdae gift okay
just a day out would do
HEHH! (dont worry , u wont need to fock out any money
hehh!) my turn to entertain ...
HEHH!

I KEEP SAYING HEHH NOWADAYS
HEHH!!!
I think im going higher nitec =(
sighs...

14 february 2010

2010-02-15T07:08:00.000-08:00

its been ahwhile
since ive really thought about it
i thought everything was going fine
but i was wrong
i fell back
one after the other
it always come back
it will always remind me
i hate myself
really , what am i doing?
what have i done?
maybe its like fate or something
that doesnt allow me
here i am wondering again
me and my stories
and the false truth

Happy Valentines day =..)

31 january

2010-01-31T05:31:00.000-08:00

NGEE ANN POLY
ELECTRONICS AND COMPUTER ENGINEERING

happy happy farhan
but now im just worried for the colour blind test
if i fail
then i will go into a different course
that i dont like
worse comes to worse
higher nitec
course dah bagus
but , i DONT WANT FAIL the colour blind test
BOOHOOOO!

F.Y.I
Im colour blind

im single too..
hahaha , i sound so DESPERATE???
hahaha , ee no no!

im just waiting for the right one to POP OUT
haha , ok ... still i sound so ??

nvm , AHHH!@ I HATE COLOUR BLIND NESS!
lalala
gagaga
wawawa

im bored at home ....

SOMEBODY PLEASE OFFER ME A GOOD JOB
IM IN NEED OF GOOD MONEY!
LIKE SERIOUSLY GOOD MONEY!
=)

poly open house

2010-01-23T10:15:00.001-08:00

here are some photos of the poly open house a few weeks ago...

YOU!

It was him

Professional cotton candy maker

looks like kuda kepang? haha

how i hope i will land on the best course out of the 12 choices
insyallah
POSTING RESULTS ON WEDNESDAY
AHHHH!!!!!!!!
xP

I STILL CARE FOR YOU

21 january 09

2010-01-21T06:10:00.000-08:00

if i said i was okay
i was lying
its obviously a lie
im right here
feeling down
empty
broken hearted
u left me speechless
what can i do?
maybe , nows just not the right time for you
but , i rather see u smile
then anything else right now
i understand how you feel
ive been in that situation before
all i could do now is , pray for ur health
and for you to keep on that sweet smile of yours
i will respect every decision u make
remember
ill be right here
i hope our friendship doesnt end here
=')

weird emotions

2010-01-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

its been 2 days for me to have this weird emotions running all around my body
i felt tired at times
but at times, i feel like
beating up my mothers flower pot
at times i cry
at times i laugh
haha, lucky i didnt break the flower pot
my moms gonna kill me
im sorry my friends , family .. loved one
im sorry for me being in this WEIRD EMOTION thingy
i really cant explain myself
but , ive managed to survive through it
thanks for understanding =)
especially diniy , i know youre worried
but i guess , the MOOD SWING thingy went away
i promise
ill be a happier person =)
HAHA, im always happy now
..............when weird emotions go away
farhan is back to save the day
HAHAHA, OK LAME! -___________-
god , i feel so happy now
uh oh , maybe im having werid emotions of being to happy?
LOL
well , at least i can control myself
gagaga ,

, i really miss you
meet up soon k =)
ill be right here waiting
dont worry .. ill understand every situation that u have=)
hehe

a trip to the park

2010-01-14T06:51:00.000-08:00

im bored right now
...... listening to old music
i mean , when i was young (the music i always listen to)
haha , black eyed peas , linkin park
old music
let me write you a little story

A trip to the park

Once upon a time , there lived a beautiful lady . She was everything that every boy could have dream of . Her cute smile , pretty eyes and of course she is sweeter then a lolypop. Her name is Diniy . Its been a week since the first day we met . I guess , when fate allows it , it all happens so smoothly . I swear i cant stop smiling , while she cant stop laughing . Well , yesterday the plan was just to send her home , but it turns out we went to the park right after that . Its at the jurong lake park , not japanese garden ( xP ) . I swear i was flying on air whenver im with her. Theres this deep feeling inside me that makes me keep thinking of you . Im so happy nowadays , Thank you Diniy . Soon , it was getting late , and on the way home , there was a bunch of flowers . Temptations in me made me take one for Diniy . Well,
sooner or later, happily ever after?

well , i cant stop smiling now
=)

13 january

2010-01-12T02:08:00.001-08:00

i scored 18 points
well
im proud of english , math and science
humanities and art is a little dissapointing
especially art .. stupid art
haha , well ... what to do
let fate takes it place
i hope i go in poly and have a happy life ahead
=)
haha , well ... nowadays
im super super uber HAPPY
i just cant stop smiling
while she cant stop laughing
haha ... hey , thanks for yesterday
it was really SWEEEEETT of you
=)
cant wait to meet you again later..
hee , you were the reason that made me smile all day long
thanks ... Diniy =)
well sooner or later
happily ever after??
hahaha , if u know what i mean

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYANA

2010-01-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

this looks very familiar to me
sighs
i was passing by some stupid ebay things
and this came out
well , i hope its not yours
but i looks like the one i gave it to u
kan kan? ok la farhan (who are u talking to)
im talking to myself
yeah .. i hope ure not reading my blog
x( ill be dead then
haha ., ok btw i have LOUSY internet connection
it keeps turning off
whenever i use msn , and i see ure available(online)
i have this temptation to say hello
but im so afraid
FARHAN KEDI AHH

-_______--
ok , so after i said hello
u replied
u know how happy i was!!!!
then my internet rosak
then i offline
then
then
i beat this mio box
kurang ajar kan
after that , i dare not talk to u again
sighs ..... i know la its over
i just want to chat with you
i miss you like
effing much
bah , im going to hate myself for writing this uber lame post
AS IN UBEERR!!!

im going nuts
like seriously NUTS
hehehe gaggaga
(smashing keyboard time ) xP
fhaafhias
fegnheafkafihasf
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sfasdjbgasdu;gag'asdgsd
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ads

xP

are u ready for the experience of a lifetime ?
are you
are you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYANA

OOPS WRONG PHOTO

grad nite , muka buruk kan ... i mean hafiz xP hahah
i mean my face
uhhh

HAHA , Yeah those were the times ,,
hey liy , if ure reading this
thanks for being there last year
thanks for pinching me
hahaha it hurt kay ,
but thanks for being my friend
well , HAPPY BIRTHDAY
GET GOOD RESULTS KAY !!!

xP

6/ 01 /10

2010-01-05T08:00:00.000-08:00

it late at night and i cant sleep
too many things are going on my mind
im just brain sick
next week will expain everything
and i seriously mean everything
o lvl results and ..
im freaking tired of this expression
called love
who am i to talk about those four letter word
u know , its sickening and i just cant stop to think
how much i miss you
sorry , i have a weird heart
one moment i thought i could be happy
the other , there i start missing you so much
im sorry , i know u will be like , "whats up with farhan sia"
my wildest dream would be ...
miracles upon next week
im having a nervous breakdown
somebody slap me in the face and make me realise
that its only a damn DREAM!
ok ... alim (u slapped me enough)
i mean someone else
uhh , im sorry
i just cant type anymore
its time for miracles
i aint giving up on love ...
you know its time

january 04

2010-01-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

And this will be the first time in a year
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Cause I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the cheeks that made me fly

22 dec 09

2009-12-21T19:24:00.000-08:00

its been a while since i blogged
i planned to blog yesterday
but i was terribly SICK
boohoo, i didnt check my temperature
but i know i was having a high fever
with body cramps , sore throat and flu
haha , ive got my pay btw .. i expected $500
but got $400 =( for the 2 weeks
boooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i went shopping , used the money for like
loads of stuffs ,
haha , last week had obs outing on the 15
on the day itself i spend nearly 100
wtf , im such a spendthrift
haha , well .. i had loads of fun cycling like one loser
i believe i can fly
haha , btw ... i ate subway!! SUBWAY I TELL YA!
ITS SO DAMN DAMN NICE LORRR!!!!
haha , i also ate pizza hut
haha , ok , so on the 18 dec , i had a gig at blackhole
from a 30 min gig, it end up to be an hour gig
hahaha , ... let the photos do the talking
im going to post all the old photos too ,(from jurong primary outing), wakaka
=)

12 dec

2009-12-11T11:58:00.000-08:00

its late at night
ok , early in the morning
4 AM !!!! haha
i just came back from work
my bodys aching
stupid sunburn
now im darker
heee , too many things happen yestd
ppl see me for the wrong reasons
HAHA
losers !!!
ok fine , but still
yestd was a blast , kan alim? zaki?
hahaha ! yeahh , 3 of us baybehhh!!!
we rock that game so much
kimak
i can belive it sia !!!!!!!
haha , btw the 3 storey piggy back on shoulder
was cool !
too bad no camwhorers!
u should have seen that shit!
hahah , but still , the game was better
way way better =)
my pay coming out soon ,
VERY VERY SOON!!!
soon , ill buy that gt-10 of mine
oh yeahh!! come to me baby!
hahahaha

xP singing off
as in literally
singing !!! AWIE NEVER DIES ,
TAMAN RASHIDAH UTAMAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im in LALALA LAND!!!!!!!!!!!!1
ouu yeah , yipe yipe yeah!
heheheh
xPP

7 dec

2009-12-06T12:11:00.000-08:00

i just came back from work and im not sleepy
wakaka , ok today in the afternoon i was reading some forum
and SWEE LEE SALE IS COMING
kimak , i dont know what to do sia ... TAK FAIR!!
my gaji coming soon but i dont know
what should i buy first
its like %50 off! AHHHHH
hahaha
ok here are the list of things i MUST BUY

a new guitar

a new amp

AND Guitar effects
but i dont know which to buy , gt-10 or just buy seperate pedals =(
pls leave a comment on tellling me which to buy , or should i buy both? hahaha

OR

im willing to spend like alot of money on this stuff ok =)
dont say its a waste of money !!
COZ ITS NOT! haaa .... seriously =)

do tell me what to buy first ! i cant make up my mind, all is too good!
hahahaa ,

ouh yeah , dont worry , ill get u as much GUNDANG AS YOU WANT! =)
hahaha ,
new moon ?? anybody ?
ehm ehm ehm ....
=)
wakakaa wth?
xPP

4 dec 09

2009-12-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

its been awhile since i blogged
ive got so many things to mention
jps outing , yesterdays gig
haha
last tuesday on 1st december 09
met up with all the
old buddies
woah , they really changed
those who are fat turned to be thinner
thin turned to be BONCETER
haha , cute to cute-er
hot to hotter , but slower
hahaha ,
it was a day to remember ....

only time will tell
i admit it
i have a big crush on you
...

YESTERDAY WAS LIKE WTH
SERIOUSLY DUDE
AND CHICK
I WAS LIKE *mouth wide open*
i dont know how to explain it
haha ,
it was one of the worst
headbanging , mosh pitting event
ive ever experienced
they usually call us the headbangers
hhaha, but yesterday ... i cant explain it
well , i guess thats how they have fun
haha ,
i didnt invite ppl to come to my gig
i know this will happened
i guessed u guys will be
more shocked then me
only my band and the band after mine
played classic heavy metal and hard rock
haha
lyssas requiem was good too
they had this really groovy beat
in one of the song
haha , i like !!!
i didnt snap any photos
handphone budget! hahah , but we snap videos
hahah , even though crowd wasnt that good
at least the experience is priceless €

ouh yeah , some of the videos for carnival has been uploaded
go and check it out and comment okay
thanks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns9uz6JzAQc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvNsJGRSOm8
rock never dies
*we are not devils , we are entertainers*

Ouh yeah , some people may think heavy metal
is like those devil , noise music
well , that is black metal
im here to tell you that metal doesnt mean
all those hardcore music
yeah , listen first before you say anthing
at first u will think its old school rock
haha , well its not
its heavy metal =)
thats for your info thank you

ready people? 123!

2009-11-26T06:06:00.000-08:00

hello , im kinda bored =)) ,
heeeeee i want BOSS PEDALS , seriously .. =)
heeee ok wtf , i really have to save up ..
ish , i feel like killing myself .. hahaha ! xP
I like this sign alot it's like a trademark for me , LOL.
the sign is --> -=)
TOTALLY AWESOME CARNIVAL MAN !!

26 nov 09

2009-11-26T05:32:00.000-08:00

WORK WORK WORK
ive been working like haha
7 days already
yeah,
i hope my pay comes out good
IT BETTER BE
i totally love my job
u know jobs have many different sections
for example
mac donalds is fast food
venture era is business
laxus entertainment is sound service
science centre is running around scaring the hell oout of somebody
haha
well
this stewarding job (5th job) at swissotel , the stamford singapore (fairmount)
is under the category of
LEPAK BAYBEH!!
hahahaha
SERIOUSLY
i lepak too much till i get sleepy
LOL
as long the money flows big man
BIG!
hahaha
im saving up to
$1500
to buy BOSS PEDALS
haha and other guitar accecories
im also buying new amp , should i buy new guitar?
i dont know
i only want my one and only fav guitar
ibanez iceman prestige series
price =$1600
quality= WORTH IT LIKE SIAOWW
haha , di marzio pickups and im going to change to floyd rose
edit the fretboad my taste
so in the end it will cost
$2k
=(( WHERE AM I GOING TO GET THAT MUCH MONEY
aiya
haha, slowly save
i think , im not buying new electric guitar yet
WAKAKAKKAA,
ok enough about my work and stuff
lets get serious

on 3rd december at blackhole
outcrys having a gig
at 10pm
tickets at $5
its open mic
do come and support
but i warn u ,
the place is not for the young at heart!
yeah ,

i was desperate
what the hell was i thinking man
i think ive learnt a lesson
from now on , no more internet ayams
yeahp! NO MORE

23 november

2009-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

21 nov was great
outcrys 4th performance
even though not many came
we had fun headbanging , dancing , screaming our lungs out
hahaha
here are some of our pics,

i had a terrible neckache the day after that
videos are with alim
cant post on youtube , file too big
maybe i post on blogger and facebook
MAYBE
yeah , i also dont know when
as soon i get the vids , ALRIGHT

i dont really know if its going on or not
but i guess not
you have ur stories , i have mine
i just dont know where to go, what to do
i hope fate will take me there
bring me to right path
i think , im just going to be
what i was before
for a year and a half
alone...

let fate take its place

20 november

2009-11-19T21:12:00.000-08:00

im really really fucked up
seriously , tell me what have i done
have i made false hopes with you people?
im really sorry
i didnt meant it to be this way

all i wanted is to make new friends
but it all turned out so wrong
i guess i was wrong
to say all that
im really sorry
u see , i feel like jumping down the building
but hey , im not that stupid
all this miseries , someone help me
im really confused ....

one after another comes back
i just realised it
everyone came back into my life
so sudden
how am i suppose to handle each one of them
i dont know what to say ,
within the last month
its all coming back
one by one
i have to keep my miseries
and especially her

the most loved one ,
i shed enough tears just for one girl
too much i guess ,
all i one is just to live a happy life
i dont know if its fate that pulling me back again
or is it old love
i cant simply say i love you to all of you right
im falling down on my knees
begging to god to show me the truth
if this is the truth , then i have to handle it
im sorry if i make each one of you sad
or i broke ur heart
i admit it ,its my fault

relationships can wait
love doesn't need to be a hurry
it all takes time
patience is the key
i myself cant seem to see it
im just confused
and fucking fucked up
=(
now is not a good time for me either

let fate take its place ...........

; ffyda here (;

2009-11-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

heys all !

im ffyda , farhan is bz working now .

so im updating for him since i owe him damn alot .

he's my only cutest boyy & i love him (;

okayy random , erm , whenever you guys are free ,

go visit my blog aye , & tag is a must ^^

farhan is mine xP hha ..

kkay wna go sleep alr , bb .

16 nov 09

2009-11-16T00:43:00.000-08:00

i had a very busy week yet crazy and wacky week
haha, so many things to mention
i just dont know where to start
lets start on 13 nov 09
it was our grad night
a very memorable night i almost cried
the food was ok , but the best part was being with friends
enjoying the night together
wait , that sound so wrong
haha , if u get what i mean ...
i snapped a million photos
haha , let the pictures do the talking

what a lovely night , im so goona miss yuhua
my secondary school years
10 years down the road , i will certainly laugh at this old sweet memories
thanks yuhua for everything ,
without you, i would not be who i am today
thanks NCDCC
thanks 4E8
thanks TEACHERS
thanks to all my LOVEY FRIENDS
thanks YUHUA
god , i feeli like bursting into tears
GOODBYE YUHUA
=..(
ok , dont worry.. its not the end
its the begining of a new journey
after grad night , i straight away went to camp
ncdcc camp , my final year
i only snap a few pictures
my cameras memory is only 32 mb
haha, old camera
for campfire , we did it in the canteen
wth ... it was drizzling ..
only for a while
but nvm , it was fun

such memories , after camp , i had to work at 7
im tired , sleepy , crampy (is there such word?)
haha , i tell you, the work im working as
GAJI BUTA BEB
haha , sit there lepak but i hope the pay comes out good
mac donalds more fun
but tiring
haha , this work so boring , so lepak-ish
gagagag
but nvm , im working for the money
yeahh
went home at 3 am yesterday , nantok sey , lucky got transport woohooo
so i slept like one mad pig , and today morning at 8.02 cikgu linda called me
i was like 'sibuk ah org nak tido ' (in a very sleepy manner)
then i picked up the phone and said hello
and cikgu linda screamed FARHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
then i remembered today got mlb listening compre
why nobody wake me up , god
so i was GABRAH NK MAMPOS
dont know what to do
then quickly change clothes without bathing
for the first time i went to school without bathing
and it happens to be my last day of school for o lvl examinations
haha weird ,
btw THANKS CIKGU for waking me up and fetching up
haha , ok NOW IM DONE WITH OLVls
what a crazy week ....

08 / 11 / 09

2009-11-08T03:48:00.000-08:00

WAKAKAK
IVE GOT MY VERY FIRST BOSS PEDAL
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
50% sale
but not exactly off nett price
but still , saved some money
YEAH BABY! hahahahahaha
i love my chorus
=)))))

07 / 10 / 09

2009-11-06T09:21:00.000-08:00

im on a tv drama show
wohooo! HAHA ,
watch the show coming out on suria on 23 nov
seriously i 4get the name
im just a calefare
for $20
worth it !
YEAHH , watch me tau! hahahaa

well , it was nice knowing you
=).

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARTINA!
=) A LITTLE LATE ,been busy
haha nvm , i wished u on facebook already .. woohoo!
hahaha , ok now im done with o lvls
left mcq and mlb
bole punyer!hahahaha
..............

5 / nov / 09

2009-11-05T03:53:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU FOR THE DINNER !
i really appreciate that ... =)

its been awhile since we communicate with each other
maybe im too busy or ure too busy?
u said you were sad..
i had to leave u awhile
im only saying this bcoz i want you to hear me from my point of view
i hope ure reading this
i have this feeling that im interrupting an affair
i dont know why , but i just feel it
im confused now , i thought things would be much much easier
but now its seem so complicated
i want to understand how u feel
but how am i suppose to understand you if
u keep it to urself
please be frank with me , i will be fine
i just dont want any mis-understandings
the worst thing is u keeping quiet and not telling me
anything ,
u see , at first i thought i was on top of the world
u know theres this time when i said i was afraid
i was afraid bcoz of all the things u have done
im sorry to tell you this
but all those piercing and other things
it feels like i was falling
i thought i could try to continue
but what arif said was true
im too soft to change you
btw , who am i to do what i want to you
its your decision , its your choice ,
i dont want things to happen like what i did to my ex
azielah if ure reading this, IM SORRY!
i realise that i controlled and get to emotional too much
i know its a long time ago , ughhh!! DAMN ME!
i dont want all those kinda things happen again
ok , i dont want to talk about the past again
i shed too much tears ...

smile

2009-11-02T01:38:00.000-08:00

im on my final week of super damn hard work of studying
then can ENJOY BROTHER
wooohooooo

ok , lets get to the point
the point is , i want somebody to cheer up
i know its sad
but i dont know why
nvm , whatever happens , im here
u can always beep me if u want
ill be right here waiting
for the meanwhile ill leave you alone
have some quality time alone
but do smile ok
like i said, the more u smile
i smile more
=)

2009-10-31T18:40:00.001-07:00

somebody tell me whats going on now
i dont know what to do
help me ! im lost , where should i go?
what should i do?
what can i do?
whats happening to me ...
is it still on ? or is it over?
im confused , once again
i never thought this would come again
im lost , and i need ur guidance
tell me whats happening =(
please...

22 / 10 / 09

2009-10-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

OUHH SHIT!
within a blink of an eye , o lvls are here
today had my practical exams ...
it was ok , but the i had to wait in the hall for 4 hours
stupid quarrantine
haha , too many thing occured within the last month
today will be my last post until maybe
after os
haha ,SOMEBODY wants me to update
wakaka , ill do it for you =)
YEEHAAA! gagaga
okok , lets begin with last friday which is perjumpaan hari raya
i prefferd last years performance , this years got so many cock ups!
ouh yeah , this is for this group of people who criticizes almost everyone
YOU ARE THE WORST HYPOCRITES I EVER MET =) lets see you ten years down the road

LUCKILY , theres this sweet little girl , which i met and talked with her for the first time
haha , she was quiet , malu i guess =) its ok , i totally know how u feel to be in some
weird school! hahaha! Thats where when it first started , =)
met her brother too , HE IS FUNNY
imagine talking with somebody and he was like eating non - stop...
omg, his worser then OK , KIDDING! hahahaha , dont take it to the heart! hahahaha But seriously , his cool and funny ..
ok lets stop talking about him! haha so after that day , i asked her for her no . ,, i think she said
mummy kasi tak? aww , so cute! hahaha xP
in the end i got it! WOOHOOOO!
so we keep in contact and YESTERDAY WE MET! hahaa
the plan was studying malay but in the end , so many things happened!
hahah , wth! ok , we went bowling!
I FREAKING STRIKE IN MY FIRST SHOT
as in falling down , chibye that thing in front the line damn slippery man
SERIOUSLY , HERES SOME ADVICE , dont throw the ball in front of the line
i guess thats what the lines for
haha, they should make a yellow line , where ppl will understand! haha
WELL , ALIM CANT SCORE!
hahahaahahhaha , okok
so we went walking towards the lakepark and otw there , i tripped but didnt FALL!
hahaha ! stupid me , so clumsy! BAMM!
u know at the park there is this circle thingy where u seat and people push u around like one mad dog ,
haha, AGAIN,,, i fall ! WHATS UP WITH ME!!! AIYOYOYOYOYOY
i think i have this CLUMSY MANAGEMENT ISSUE! HAHAAHA
unlike someone who has ANGER MANAGEMENT ...
imagine somebody singing to a flower and then kicks the flower like a takraw ball
omg , i soo pity that innoncent little flower!
HAHAHAHA!

At the end of the day , i only snap one shot with her , haha .. one day we must snap MORE!
yeahhh !! wakkakaa
me and my stupid face =(
BAHH , ok then after Os ill post again! =)

2 / 10 / 09

2009-10-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY! here are SOME photos on hari raya
i have more but they are on facebook
go check it out !
haha , im busy with raya , studies and Girlfriend!
TOO MANY THINGS!!!!
ahahahahahaha =)

TILL AFTER O LVLS
MAYBE? HAHAHA

P/S . about the girlfriend part,
im just kidding
hahaha!

2009-09-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

ive been busy with studies , o lvls !
sighs! im so gonna party after this ,
well , let the picture do the talking ok! =)
umm two things , one is on teachers day
the other is break fast at MDM LINDAS HOUSE
SHE ROCK MAN! woohooo! haha
xPP

2009-08-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

I KNOW ITS LATE BUT!!

Happy 16th birthday to

Muhammad Arif bin Shukor

one day , ill treat you to a restaurant

african perhaps? hahahaha! no la xP

seriously , one day ! =)

2009-08-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

NDP for this year is a little boring
but still , at least had some fun in class
heres some pics on my class =)

3 / 8 / 09

2009-08-03T05:57:00.001-07:00

one more month to prelims
one more month to finish my art
one more month to puasa
WOW! so many things in mind!!
ahh ,
haha , gueess what!
i went to the park and took some photos
woohoooo
this photos for olvls
hahaa, so yeah ,
(dont steal my photos u damn it )
=)

2009-08-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT!
somebody found a charger that can charge my old camera
FINALLY
my dads actually
so to test it , i camwhored awhile
LOL , and guesss what
i also got my new haircut
hahahahha!

26 june

2009-07-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

haha, im supposed to be studying now
damn , nvm
today ,webcamed with mariana
haha melodeath girl
mariana laiho!!
OK FINE
the reason why im blogging is
bcoz of my friend
my very close buddy
who used to be an outcry member
arif ..
hey dude
it was a tough decision we made
seriously
actually , u dont need advises
u just need to think properly and make the right decision
choose the right path bro
i know u will
dude, cheer up
its not the end of the world
concentrate on your o lvls will ya?
its more important then this
show me that smile of yours =)
yeah smile =)
I SAID SMILE!!!
ok gooddd!
now u can tag me in tagboard
woohooo
LOl!

P/S :SOMEBODY OWES ME $10
free show ke pe??
LOL

2009-07-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

Here is a photo on youth gig
that time , it was a last minute performance
and hafiz leg was injured
but still the show must go on
WAKAKAK!

23 july

2009-07-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

its been quite a while eyhh
ive been busy this week
preparations for olvls are killing me
haha , not really exactly
i think im begining to loveeeeee
STUDYING
yeah , especially math
i dont know why
its gettting interesting too
haha , well my target for o lvls is 15
audio visual technology in ngee ann poly
yeahh, im so going there
alright
think , i better go off and study
xP

12 JULY

2009-07-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

IVE GOT PHOTOS FOR PARTY =))
PLAYING THE CLIMB, OUR PRESENT =)
AFTER BASHH
ALL SO DIRTY
KUMAR GOT CHILI ON HIS EYESS , HAHAHA
ARIF TASTES BETTER WITH CHILLI
BIRTHDAY GIRL WITH BIRTHDAY CAKE
NAF TIED ON CHAIR WHILE GETTING BASH
PATRICKS MJ DANCE
STUPID HUG
NAF SMELLING IANS ARMPIT
LIY SMELLING MY SOCKS! WOOHOO , I KNOW IT SMELL GREAT
I HAD TO DRINK THIS SHIT
CHILLI
SESAME OIL AND WHATEVER IN IT , IT TASTE LIKE , SUSHI BASI
PLAYING PASS THE PARCEL
NAFS BIRTHDAY CAKE

12 july

2009-07-11T18:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO SITI NAFIZAH BTE AYUB
haha, dah 16 sey budak tuu
bole tgk cite nc16
wakakakaka
yesterday surprise party was funny
made some new friends
-patrick
-wai kit
-mommy
????????
LOL
ok fine , i had cake on my hair
BOOHOO =(
but kumar and arif had chilli sauce on their face LOL
birthday girl was dirtiest
LOLOLOLY

again i have no photos
once i get then i post
for youth gig
and party
xP

Youth GIg

2009-07-10T17:47:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY WAS A BAAAMMM!!!
lol
youth gig totally rock the house
lol
my band was the opening band
and hafiz cannot make it
no vocalists
so only 3 piece band
me , alim and faris
but we rock the house
LOL
there were alot of dance groups
ALOT
more than band
band only got 3
aiyaaa
nvm
the dances were good
u dance power
lol
arif tk habis habis with that kimono girl**
lol
in the end tk minta no.
aiyoo
HAHAA ,
PHOTOS IS NOT WITH ME
once again
i dont have a phone or camera -_-
next year
maybe got battle of the bands
i hope so
more band this time
lol
well till next time =)

5 june

2009-07-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

SORY FOR THE LATE WISH
BUT
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIAL!
dah le watch nc16 movies sey budak tuu
wakakaaka
and i cant post photos -__-
SHIT LA!
nvm
imagine there a photo of danial
blowing a birthday cake?
LOL!

P.S = liyana get well , do art and math!! and hey , if i bring naf to swiming u buy me LUNCH!

School reopens

2009-06-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

Well , today is the last day of holidays
haha ,i guess i had enough of rest
its time to study hard and work hard
for my upcoming o lvls , no more
fooling around , this is my last run man
alright , im going to be even busier from
next month onwards, so watch me!
haha , till the day i blog again ...

Transformers PREVIEW

2009-06-24T18:04:00.000-07:00

my mom got free tickets to watch the preview of transformers at VIVO!
hell yeah!!
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and can invite 2 more friends somemore
so i intended to invite afri , (cant make it)
hafiz (dont want! )
how can u not want! -_____-
alim (keluar last minute)
then i tell myself
FORGET IT!
give it to my adik friend
lol
TRANSFORMERS WAS A BLAST
Its damn funny
its damn COOL
its damn awesome
LOL!
go watch it for yourself!
AUTOBOTS KICKS ASS!
WOOHOOO.........

PHOTOS

2009-06-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

here are the photos for our previous GIG!
videos will come soon !
woohoo!

WILD WILD WET BAYBEHH!!!

2009-06-21T06:46:00.000-07:00

im like freaking BLACK!
thanks to
WILD WILD WET
haha ,
got there for free u know..
family day from my dads company cisco
u know that job
yang SAMAN org
so dont park ur car anyhow! HAHHAA
lets talk about WILD WILD WET
hahaha , FREEEE MAN!
i expect it to be beter
but still FREEEE
haaha
when we got there
we met azielah and friends
..u tell me how shock i was
haha ,
The only best ride was the SLIDE UP
u know the free fall with two person on a boat
BOAT??
hahaa , i dont know whats its called , boyan i guess
hahahaa
okok, at first it was WOW
second it was WOOHOOOOO
THIRD , it was getting addictive
so me and my bro targeted to ride on it
10 times
but since time FLIES BY TOOO FAST
only got the ride 7 times
7 BLOODY TIMESS
lol
i guesss the people there know us as the
EPOK EPOK BOYSS
hahah ,
on the last ride
we were like , EPOK EPOK!! lolol
i think the fifth ride ,
we were like
ALLAHUAKBAR
then
when we got down
some teenagers kacau uS allahuakbar
HAHAHA!
heres some advise for u ppl
DO NOT HOLD ON THE holding thingy
, its even better and woohoo if u let loose ur hands
dont worry
u wont die -____-
hahhaa , the rest of the slides werent impressive
ular lah ok lah
haha!
but still
ill prefer escape theme park
coz it has more
impressive RIDES! yeahhh
ouh yeah
i made a new friend today
but he was old
he was botak
and indian
and COOOL TOO
LOL , he won the lucky draw
COOL MAN!!
congrats
hahah ,
made another 2 young friends also
they were like
BASTARD SEYY
ahaha , i was on the boyan on the shiok river and and
i was wrestling my bro
then sudenly i stoped
and this two SMALL NAUGHTY BOYS
made me fall
LIKE LOTS OF TIMES
and worst still
he was swiiming
and when he stand up
he HIT MY BUTTT
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT
haha
talking about BUtt
I WAS BEING MOLESTED BY A BANGLA TODAY
=(((((
BOOOHOOOOOOO
i was in the TSUNAMI POOL
and and
this BANGLA STARED AT ME
AND AND
he went close me
AND AND
he touched my TOOOOT
BOOHOO!
i was like
WHAT THE FUCK
then
i swimm away
giving that
FUCKFACE!
and then
after that
i called my family come down
AND AND
we swim with nurul in baby pool
....
FUCK THAT GAY BANGLA
im not insulting any bangla BUT
THE
GAY
!!
FEDDUP SIALLLL!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahhaha , ok chilll!
lol , in the end had FUN!
YEHAAA!
WILD WILD WET BAYBEHHH!!!

19 june 09

2009-06-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

WHAT A SUCCESS
on the behalf of OUTCRY
thanks people for coming and supporting us
woohoooo!
pictures and videos , ill post it when i get it
=)
but here
are some band logos made by my dearest friend afri
thanks bro
even though u didnt came
i know that u support us from inside
thanks =)

14 june

2009-06-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

THIS IS HOW THE TICKETS LOOKS LIKE ^, LOL!
5 more days to the gig
nervous level = 0 /100

tickets can be bought at front door of gig
location of gig is bussorah street 73
singapore 199486
first drop at bugis
then walk to arab strt
there u will find sultan mosque
go to the entrance of sultan mosque
and you will find bussorah street
then just walk ahead
you will cross one road
continue walking to the end
u will find
FAD STUDIO!!
woohoooo!!!!!
simple?
if not
here is the website!
http://www.fadmedia.com.sg/contact_us.html

contact them at
62923234

Do come and support us
our show will be at 7pm
the whole thing starts at 5pm
tickets at $10 per person

do come and support ayee !!
=)

12 june 09

2009-06-11T17:42:00.000-07:00

Im feeling sad for a closed friend of mine
hey , if ure reading this
we will make on drastic move that
will either shock you and make u emotional
or u will still be happy
but we not doing bcoz we hate you
but , we have a difference with you
just be prepared for it
With great victory
comes with
great sacrifice
but it was fun , and at least u can pursue
your dreams
its only for the better for both sides!

p/s= here are some tips for u READER

1)If u dont like , then dont say
2)if u havent listen , then dont judge
3) I swear , that u heard nothing about heavy metal
4) its not like what people think it is , and i know it
5)use ur name
6) IM NOT EMO

yeah , woohoo
haha , im not mad at you or something serious =)
just dont judge a book by its cover
teens nowadays ...
sighss..

ONE MORE THING
this is for YOU
if u said this to alim
means UR DAMN WRONG
OZZY OSBOURNE TOTALLY DOES NOT HYPNOTISE PPL
ok ,
come on la, its all fucking rumorss....

8 june

2009-06-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

here are just some random things to my friends =)

1)to *mayday rejects* = u guys need more practice on coordination and ill promise ull be good
good luck for ur gig! (do change band name is possible , its to un-creative)

2)to my beloved nenek = do get well ok =) ill pray for your health! =)

3)to outcry = besok , 7-11 at 2 pm ....

4)to Seri = HEY! get well , ur left shoulder ,, MINUM SUSU! yeahh!! HAHA =)

5) to all of you! = watch percision drill on youtube =) its cool and funny (especially if u spot the mistakes)

ill post the video one day! im busy chatting and doing some stuff now!
till then
=)

6 june 09

2009-06-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

Youre looking at the worlds greatest heavy metal band

YEAHH!! , without iron maiden

OUTCRY!

haha , serious man , iron maiden

if ure reading this

i love the way u make the songs

thanks steve harris for the songs...

dave murray,adrain smith and Janick gers,

ur harmony and melody totally rock man!

bruce dickinson, help me find someone with that voice =(

Nicko mcbrain , ur drumming pattern just ROCK!

WOOHOOO!! IRON MAIDEN!!

p/s.. (to all those stereotypical people, if u havent listen to real metal , dont judge it then!)

LOVE MUSIC!

2 june o9

2009-06-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

some people wonder
what made them a better person
it takes awhile for them to realise it
heres a little story of which i would like to share
its about the past experience
it all happens exactly one year ago

...2 june 2008
this would be the first day i attend for snco course
its a course of which ncdcc made
in order to get a new rank , its compulsory to attend this course
it was a five day course
i had to wake up at 6 in the morning and will reach home by 8
at the end of the course
ive learnt alot of valuable lessons
its not the rank that is important
the rank is just a piece of cloth
its the inside that matters

...9 june 2008
i was impatient for obs
finally this day has arrived
me and rafiq was in the same group
it is due to obs ,
ive realised how sweet life would be
even though we sleep in dirty tents
did not had a good lunch
or smell terribly
whats more important was
going together and achieving as a team

...16 june 2008
USAR
(urban search and rescue)
by this time , i was exhausted with busy holidays
learned alot of rescuing techniques
i thought it will be tough
but it wasnt what i expected
it was the best of all other course i ever had in my life

...18 june 2008
i finally can enjoy my holidays
its time for me to relax now
its time for me to enjoy the sweeter part of life now
its time to get back with my friends ,
loved one ...

...20 june 2008
i was at the edge of falling off
i cant think as usual
i received a msg
it was a hard hit on me
i cant accept the fact that it happened
i locked myself
that smile of mine
just dissappeared
i broke off with her

....1 july 2008
school reopened
i wasnt myself
people notice about the vast difference
they asked me why
i kept quiet
and slowly
tears roll down my cheeks
i pretended to be happy
it wasnt the same
whenever i met her
i got stuck alone
feeling plain , empty
my hands start to sweat
my legs start to wobble
my heart start to ache ...

2008...
it was a year
of which i cant explain
its
either sad ,
happy ,
many things happened
it takes time for me to heal
for me to realise whats going on
time is all i needed

...2 june 2009
here i am today
this is who i am
it all happened within a year
things flies by so fast
im glad
to be breathing here today
im happy
to see each of my friends smile each day

the past is what happened before
tomorrow awaits me ...

31 may

2009-05-31T01:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a blast
we went for ncdcc annual parade
yeah
as usual , me and my ncdcc buddy (rafiq)
are the only SNCOs going to view the parade
the rest were sec 1 and some sec 2
Most of the sec 3 were performing the percision drill
u guys WERE GREAT MAN
ur uniform were WOW
and the HELMET
ish , im so jealous of u guys
(general rank eyh)
HAHA
at first the performance was cool and serious
then suddenly u guys dance like weirdos
sir fairuz idea ?
haha , funny la DENG
funny like hell
i wish i had videos of it
LOLY
...
POP
hahaha

WAY THE GO PERCISION DRILL
HONG HUA!
yeahhh!!!!

haha , wait i just remembered something
there is this MAJOR
he calls me
ehm ehm ehm
*handsome*
haha , no la
*idiot*
haha , i remember that stupid joke
what colour?
LOLY
...
POP
haha , u guys wont understand
lool, but haha
HEY MAJOR
u still owe the NATIONAL CAMP PPL
ESPECIALLY ME
LUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha

till then ..

28 may

2009-05-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

I was cryin when i met you

Now im trying to forget you

Love is a sweet misery

I was trying just to get you

Now im dying coz i left you

Do what you do to me .......

27 may

2009-05-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

tickets tickets
come and get your tickets now
come come
buy buy
tickets running out
...LOLY
...POP
ahaha
ok fine -___-
do confirm to me or other members of the band
that u are coming
so that we can book a ticket for you
remember $10 per person
no excuses
no refund
(sorry)
try to confirm A.S.A.P
coz school is closing
thank you =)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ok , lets begin proper
here is for u READER!
HAHA , fine -____-
i was late to school today
10.50am
WAKAKAKA! tml i also going to be late ,
and friday too
so that they wont catch me
and
"hey you come here, CUT UR HAIR! by tml"
#re-enactment#
haha , im saving my BEAUTIFUL HAIR
loly
... POP
ok ok
kidding
i just wan it to be long
by the 19th june gig.
so that ,
headbang ...**SHIOK**
AHAHA , nowadays cant really meet up with the band mates
1) o levels
2)alims percision drill
3) ncc camp
4)P.O.P
5)family day?
6) art and DNT

BUSY BUSY BUSY MAN
but lucky we already got things plan from
a LOOONG TIME AGO
haha , UNDERGROUND for the meanwhile
ouh yeah , just for ur info
after this gig , there wont be any gig UNTILL
after O LVLS or maybe during school performance
so , get ur tickets now , B4 we go underground again
OK LOL!~ btw, just come and support us

FREE BROWNIES FOR ALL WHO COME! haha ,
=)

well , till then!

25 / 5 / 09

2009-05-25T07:04:00.001-07:00

date - 25th may
day- monday
current mood - cheerful as ever
current music - kiss from a rose

maybe its time to make the right decisions?
i am terrible at this , even my friends agree on this .

i really got nothing to say now
i feel like sleeping
but at the same time , i wish i could just talk with somebody now
ah
this suck (especially when u have no phone)
i need to talk with someone
NOW
NOW
NOW
i miss those days with my phone
at least can sms
puihh
haha
nvm , whatever shit it is
now , im making a test for you
(refering to YOU)
yeahh! whatever it is
it will decide on something important
so PASS THE TEST
ok?
pls?
insyallah
ill pray for it
i hope it will turn out the best
we shall wait for 19th june
outcry gig BAYBEH!
alrighty!
till then..

20 may 09

2009-05-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

HELP ME! haha , my neck is aching terribly
haha , ok here is the story
I HEADBANG AT A SMALL GIG YESTERDAY
like
lol , ok ... the song was good to headbang
so me , alim and karhou (i think)
we headbang with FAIZ (who is performing)
HAHA, at least someone is enjoying
the place was like so damn SMALL
haha , at least had some fun -.-
ok fine , learned some precious things
huahua

ok fine , let me start with the full story for yesterday
first i go to the hospital alone to visit my grandma
sighs i hope she gets well
later farhan doakan dia
ok , then go to alims house with the band
to pratice awhile and plan some things
then the rest cant make it for the gig
so i had to go with alim alone
at there , met some UNEXPECTED FACES
like lol , ok fine
so the audience had to stand but cant really jump
coz the floor can like just break off
haha
btw , CONGRATS TO 7T3 , DEZYGOTE AND PERVY BOYS
and btw ANDREW, i love ur showmanship
just like me man! LOL
i wanted mosh man! =(
but the song wasnt the right type
and also the audience are not those mosh ppl
lol
ok , now i have to prepare for my gig
do ask me if u want to go
the tickets is $10 per person
and i promise u the place will be bigger
10x bigger with more ppl and more bands
and MORE SONGS
yeahh! , so do come and support us !
HAHAHA , dont worry
we wont play black metal -.-
i promise it will be different BUT
ENTERTAINING
lol
okok, 19th june
here we come

2009-05-15T04:51:00.000-07:00

YES! IM DONE STUDYING
TIME TO CONCENTRATE ON BAND
WOOT!!!
hahaha! exams was like FUYOOOOO!!
hahahahah!
=)
ok , now
Outcry have an upcoming gig
do come and support us
tell us if u wan to go
then we will tell u the info
u have to pay $10 for tickets
boohhoo =(((
ONE DAY! we will give free gigs
LOL?
haha
do come and support yeahh ,
haha

SO , let me begin proper
hello there earthlings
im Farhan
haha ,
today , went counselling again
and now i realised
i dont need advices
i need to make DECISIONS
thanks mdm salinah
U ROCK! haha
so here i go
once again
i dont care
anymore
=)
IF IT TURNS OUT THE OTHER WAY
then i have to face it
too long ive waited in misery and confusion
haha
talking about tooo long
i miss my best buddy
his name is AFRI
who just left our school

sighs! HAHA
REMEMBER THIS GUY!
hahaha!
ok then , one day we shall meet again
=)

may 13

2009-05-13T03:34:00.001-07:00

a friend i should be
a greater friend , i must

im seriously sick of all this miseries i have been having
my past decision was moving on
advises were , do it , its ur choice
well , i forget one thing
make sure is what i want
moving on wasnt what i wanted
well , i cant make up my mind
whats up with me
i dont know
everytime i got closer to you ,
-my hands are sweating
-legs wobbling
-heart melting
ure just not any other person

im afraid that the worst things
will happen
but once again , its my decision
a friend i shall begin with
a greater friend i must end with

im worried for past mistakes to happen again
but positive thinking
will change that ,
i dont know about u ,
but some stories are not meant to be told
because lies are made
but
there is always the greater truth
behind every lie
there is a magnificent story
a story which u should know
it all depends on trust
i cant say anything
till today
the arrow that the baby angel shot me
is still here with me
i just beg u of one thing
pls dont confuse me
i had enough of a year of miseries
i cant bare the pain anymore
till today i suffered it alone
i kept quiet
never made any move
well , its going to stop now
im not going to worry any lie
there is a story behing every lie
once again
a friend i shall be
a greater friend
i will ....

10 / may /09

2009-05-10T04:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO THERE
I WOULD LIKE TO RECOMEND THIS LOCAL BAND
WAS A FRIENDS FRIEND OF MINE
NOW , A FRIEND OF MINE
LOL
THE BAND NAME IS LYSSA'S REQUIEM
GRINDCORE POST HARDCORE
A.K.A SCREMO I THINK
lol!
GOOD MUSIC ,
VISIT THEIR MYSPACE URL
www.myspace.com/lyssasrequiem.com
SUPPORT LOCAL BAND
woot
and also
SUPPORT OUTCRY =)

7 may 09

2009-05-07T04:11:00.000-07:00

i guess , i shouldnt have lied to myself ... im not being myself nowadays ,
the world is such a small world , in a minute , a friend can be made ...
today , talked alot with Erfi ( i think its spelled that way)
haha , he was sociable , friendly! well , i told him some things ,
he told me some things too ,
well i guess u have changed alot! (not refering to Erfi)
haha , ppl will change , they arent the same ...
too many weird things happen today ,
i just not in that current mood to talk bout it
but just that , i have to stop lying to myself
now i guesss , let time decide
Let fate decide my life ,
the only thing ill do is pray for the best ,
hope that things will turn out the best

some words for you
**I hope you know the full story**

heres another for arif
hey , sorry if i had to put u in detention
ill make up to u one day , sorry ,
i didnt did it intentionally!

ok then till next time
=)

6 may 09

2009-05-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

My blog is getting bored! WOOHOO! no one will read it then and i could say all those bad things i want! .... NO. lol ,
my fingers are like frikin LEBAM! lol , lets say , i didnt go to school today
so i was bored at home , then train on guitar , for like
umm
5 hours? HAHA , ok
2 hours in the morning , 3 hours just now!
lol , i must train , TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!
makes perfect lol
today , i covered some songs by listening ,
1) iron maiden - transylvania
2) dreamer - ozzy ossbourne
3) GONE! - andy timmons
WOOT!
ok , 2 of the song was instrumental! which means
guitar solo all the way ! OR guitar riff all the way!
WOOT! i break my record today! NVR IN MY LIFE I TRAINED FOR 5 DAMN FRIKIN HOURS
hahahha! i guess one day i will train 12 hours? OR LETS SAY 24 ?
haha! crazy!

im bored now! i cant play my guitar =((
my fingers are going to bleed any moment tau
i miss school
i miss friends
i miss outcry
i miss ******
LOL , WTH!

haha , its been a year now! hahah , nvm ,
as long we are friends , im happy for now! let me say ,
i MUST MUST
CONCENTRATE on o levels!
WOOT WOOT!
haha
ok fine!
well then
till next time!

2009-05-01T10:08:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY!

WANT TO LOOK A VIDEO FROM OUTCRY?

HERE U GO
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0GjEmYA61gM

WATCH , RATE AND COMMENT YAWW!
THANKS ALOT

P/S SUPPORT OUTCRY!!
WOOOTTTT

1 / 05 / 09

2009-05-01T09:34:00.000-07:00

HAPPY LABOURS DAY
too all you ppl who work so hard to get money
ok
lame!

well , today was
WOOOT WOOOT
i met afri
from a long long time
YAY!!!
i went there with arif , haha ,made some FRIENDS AT AFRIS BDAE PARTY
woot again! HAHA , ate ALOT!
alot
and actually intended to catch a movie
but cancelled coz
there was like frikin
many many ppl!
SO , WE ATE AGAIN
SOMEWHERE ELSE
haha !
BTW AFRI! thanks alot bro!
will miss ya again
haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOOOOOO!!!!!!!
wooottttsss

talking about missing somebody
im begning to miss her again
=(
shit
its been
a long time
since a
GOOOD CHAT
or
A GOOD HANG OUT!
ineed them
LOLOLOL

ok then
ill post
photos on other days AGAIN
COZ its ot with me....
ARIFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

SIGNING OFF!

29 / 04 / 09

2009-04-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

Here are some advice for some ppl
dont u ever dare badmouthing us
if u totally have nothing better else to do
OUH WAIT
i DONT CARE
UR THE EVIL ONE!!!!

AND WAIT
i totally know what im doing and im happy with it
GO AHEAD
say whatever u want
but im telling you I DONT CARE!
one day , the rest will noe whats in you!
WE HAD ENOUGH!

=) lets give a smile then! -_____-

ok , back to journal! GOSH , tml im having my FIRST MLB
test! HUAHUAHHUA! =) its goona be easy and FUN
lol , haha

ok fine , lately things have been going upside down for me !
it suck , OK =(
SIGHS ,,

and and
its been a long time
since i met her
ok fine , tadi baru jumpa
haa ,as in hang out?
=(

we will hang out again
ok? and pls go online
im missing you!
LOL???
haha ok fine!
lame !
HAHA

ok then

here is some final WORDS FOR SOME PPL!
im being patient here ok!
=) im just warning you , and i dont want any fights =)
dont go around and bad mouth me! ok
ok , im going to the hospital now =(
get well nenek

27 / 04/ 09

2009-04-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

KARTINA
its ok , dont be upset on the littlest things
dont go buy choclates and waste money
instead learn from ur mistake
ok!!!!
=))

BUT, i appreciate what ure trying to do ,
aww , sweet of you
=)

signing off
FARHAN

25 / 04 / 09

2009-04-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

ANAKI STUDIOS
wow, seriosuly romantic studio man
haha , so yesterday we carried on with our jamming tour
yes it was TIRING but it was fun ! and and
my tali putus **** , HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO COMPOSE THAT SONG
=( , , nvm
well , todayy went swimming again ,
and guess wAD
early in the morning , ada la orang SOMBONG cari hal
EH , dah tua tau org tu , haa, how am i suppose to respect him
if he didnt respect me , too bad then , ! BTW , im not gangster ok! pala buto nyer apek!
haa , gi mampos la!
AND , WE DIDNT CARE AFTER THAT ,
so continued training and after that
MET KARTINA AT GYM
yay!!!
WOOHOOOOo!
HAHA, even that 5 mins count !
LOL
=)
ok , at least she made my reest of the day!
WKAKAKAAKAK , then later got kelas remaje !
now chatting with that cute little weird crush girl!
HAHA , ape aku berboal ni
-____- , ok then
till then!
=))

ISABELLA

2009-04-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

ISABELLA
god im addicted to this song

OK , today played with 3 small little cute cuteyy cats at ncc room , damn they are like
frickin cute man , tkle angkat la beb , hang out with kartina and gang
haha , finally !! wakakak , had fun doing some stupid stuffs -__-
haha , i feel like a child once again! YESS SAHH! HAHA . fine
some random words for ppl i met today
1) ridha - cheer up , look at the brighter side of life =)
2) jesslyn - the trooper is 100 times nicer by iron maiden
3) liyana - thank you for brining camera =)
4) alim - isap burbed
HAHAHAHAAH

finally
<3 ) haha , shes cute , little , weird , sweet , girl next door , small , pretty , blablabla! mcm mcm lagi uhh! just too much???
hahah

KARTINA OUUUUHUUUOOUUUHUUUU UUU
=)

till then

22 / 04 / 09

2009-04-22T05:56:00.001-07:00

life isnt always fair , u cant expect the things u wan it to be
sighs , i hate it
i wish i could choose my own life , but i guess it happen for a reason
a reason for which u will meet the destinated people in life .
fate is what i belive , i know that each person of my life , im fated to meet them
now , i would certainly thank fate , i feel i met that important someone ,
=) it was just a few months ago , and now we are this close
i wish we could be closer , we should hang out more like today i guess
xP
at least im begining to understand the other side of you , not yet , but soon
we will build that relationship , i dont really care what people will say to me
ITS MY DAMN CHOICE OK! haha , but just remember , if u said anything
who says ill keep quiet , hah ...

I HOPE ALL OF YOU WILL RESPECT MY DECISIONS
=)

2009-04-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

hey hey! i got pics for SPEECH DAY! enjoy =))

18 / 04 / 09

2009-04-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

weeks and weeks and weeks of
PRACTISE
and finally it was speech day yesterday
CONGRATULATIONS NCDCC
good job guys
=)
WOOO , too bad i have to pass out
very very soon
but
i will come again xP hahah ,
i think i camwhored like a million photos yesterday
hahaha ,
im goona miss my no.1 uniform badly
=( ,well ,
here are some photos but this is from liyanas camera ,
ill post the other photos from mdm chung and wira next time ok
lol , and i took photos with somebody special today =)
so here are the photos from liyanas camera

farhan face no. 1

farhan face no.2

farhan face no.3

farhan face no.4

farhan face no.5

the buffet that we long waited

me and liy

LOLY ... POP , haha , btw those photos are taken like , 3 hours after parade , haha

we waited for buffet , AND FOOOD! haha , im was so damn hungry that time ...

**ok now , many ppl went bursting into anger, chill guys =)

and Somebody just tried to make things worser , but i guessed i was BERSABAR

just some words for this loser ' IM NOT FALLING INTO UR TRAP AGAIN'

ok , wooo .. puas hati

fine went home like 10 pm yesterday

had a gd sleep and went swimming today ,

phew , im so tired , serious man , oouu shit

do vote for FARHAN FACE NO .

ok , we seee which is the best , HAHAHAH

take care then

13 / 4 / 09

2009-04-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

Thank you everyone for wishing me happy birthday
and also for all those presents
BANG HEAD HERE
lol , this year
i just aint feel like celebrating my birthday too much
but its because of all of you
u made me smile again
thanks , Kartina , liy , outcry , and all ncdcc juniors
haha , =) i really appreaciate it much
=)

ok , btw , Kartina
i hope u like the card
haha ,

NICE CHOCOLATES
ALL OF YOU
lol
i ate till im full
LOL , THANKS AGAIN

btw , farah , U ARE VERY FUNNY LA DEYY
hahha , hi-5 kartina
lol , thanks farah for making us laugh like mad
klkr rabak lol

i hope laughter is the best medicine
kartina get well ok
fever
fuyoo sey
haha , tml if u dun feel like coming'
then dun ok , u get well first
=)

well then , till next time

12 /4/ 09

2009-04-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

wow wow
first of all ,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
FARHAN xP

LOL, i really appreciate all of ur birthday wishes
THANK YOU EVERYONE ,(Finally can watch nc16 rated movies )
************LOL!!!!******************

now , my hands are aching
ahhh , ok
im just getting prepared for tml in school
im so gonna get BASHED?
hahaaha,

p/s: U made my day , thanks alotx100000 kartina =)
wakakakakakaka

9 / april / 09

2009-04-09T04:47:00.000-07:00

first of all , thanks kartina for the EARLY birthday wishes
hahaa, and and i gett to see u in uniform today
lol
cute eyhh
hahaa , btw try to eat ok?
dun vomit vomit =)
sighs , today i see you looking real tired , u must have enough rest too
....
ok , today have ncdcc day parade AGAIN
hahaha , i guess this is the last time ..
still remembered last year , suppose to be parade commander
but it RAINED
awwww ,then had to shout on the microphone
HAHA, nvm ,
BTW SEC 1 , TODAY U GUYS LOOK CUTE LA
especially ridha and carteenah
=)
HAHA

fine , yesterday won bronze for 4x100 relay
0.02 secs only
AHAHH , NVM ,
btw
thanks 1e5 FOR UR SUPPORT
u guys totally rock
I SUPPORT U GUYS ALSO
=)
HAHAHA
HERES THE PHOTOS =)

*** ****RHYTHM AND LEAD

-----------------------------------EH EH -----------

FIND ME =)
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!
1 tall 2 short xP
*scrathes head*

4e8 3rd =)

****ARIF ON THE RUN =)****

HAA
well
till next time ok ,

6/ april /o9

2009-04-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

in like another few weeks , im having my mid year exams
fast eyhh , and in a blink of an eye
O LEVELS
yes ah , after that im so going to enjoy POLY
woooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooo
haha ,

last saturday was a wacko
lol , and sunday was a borio?

let me start with saturday , morning trained with arif
go swimming again
afternoon madrasah (kelas remaje)
evening till night went to peninsula to jam with OUTCRY
haaha, the jamming tour begins ...
and and later at 10
papa alim blanja satay , yeahhh! shiok man
HAA , lama tak makan satay tau

wakakakak ,
sunday such a bore

today , had rehearsal for speech day , ada orang tu dah start kerek la tu
but nvm , humble farhan
=)
haa, and and , liyana bought me a present
MISS SALINAH
-___-
ok , i long waited to go counseling
untill today ,
THANKS ALOT LIYANA
and MISS SALINAH
cool uh , instead of advising me ,
she made me realise of wad im really suppose to do
cool kan
kan
KAN!!
haaa, one day u guys have problems
talk to miss salinah
=)
heres the photos from art class
BEFORE counseling

take care

3 / april/ 09

2009-04-03T05:42:00.000-07:00

have u ever wondered why the same old thing is like
appearing everywhere u go , ill be honest , im not trying
to say anything la but just that everywhere i go the number
that i keep seeing is
14
why cant i like stoop thinking about it?
eh , i tried so hard and yet
nvm its ok , i dun really mind anyway , im used to that number
i guess its my fav no.?
haha , fine ,today typically the sec 1 didnt get their UNIFORM
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
sad eh , i noe , nvm
DUN GIVE UP , be patient=))
hee ,
ive hear many NEWS TODAY
lots of things about ppl on which i cant say coz they trust me on that
HAHA , dun be jelous
lol
nehh , kidding ... after ncdcc
went to faris house with the whole band ,
we chit chat on lots of PERSONAL THINGS
hee

i seriously wish
you could be older ... i guess i should wait?
maybe ill be 19 and u will be 16
hah , then u will be the next W/O
hahahahahahaha
FUTURE FARHAN OK??
remember to invite me on ur campfire and R.O.D

talking about R.O.D
god i cant w8 to go for that CHALET
im so going to organise it and make it soo fun and memorable
especially for the sec 4
yeahhH!!!
ROCK CONCERT
DANCE PARTY
BBQ
ish ish ish
ALOT OF THINGSS
wooohoooooo
=)
so , chalet chalet HERE I COME xP

31/march / o9

2009-03-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

time flies by real fast , u may see today as if it was yesterday
haiya , i wish i could treasure every minute of my life
but , i know , at times i just take advantage of it
typical

fine , let me just say this things , i seriously tried being
HUMBLE ,
for those of u who realised it , this doenst mean u can take
advantage of me OK!! hah , i dont really care anymore whatever
U want to say ok , if possible , lets have a nice chat and sort things
OUT!
i dun really want to be emotional on the smallest things ,
instead , ull see me talking to you! HAH
id move on ok , not like what u expected , no longer
that FARHAN
HAH=)

ok , went swimming last sunday to train arif
and also to train my stamina , realised that
timming for 2.4km run dramatically IMPROVE
fuyyooo
let me guess
by
40 secss
HAHA
ok , so today ran for 2.4 , got 6 in class
damn, but nvm , still got A ... timming = 10.19min
YEAHH!

went to alims house today , we really did DISCUSSED ALOT
haha, i love u guys man !
(this sentence is only for outcry members , remember that HAFIZ MAIN
BAGUS DEPAN LELAKI ****** MAIN BAGUS DEPAN POMPAN)

HAHAHAHHAA!
ok fine, u guys , i mean
WE
totally ROCK!
haha

till then ...

28 march

2009-03-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

conflict here and there , you know its difficult to handle
all in one . Seriously , i cant stand ppl who try to make it
look good but actually u just wan to make it worser
do u guys have some sense , u noe u hate each other
and yet u treat urself as close friends, wth is wrong with u
guys ? why not , u talk things out and solve ur own problems
damn , GROW UP . well , sometimes , i cant take ur lies anymore
but , its because of patience , i kept quiet
not to say that i hate u , but , i just dont like ur attitude
since ur my friend , i wont do anything , instead ill observe
and one day , just one day , u will understand wad the hell im talking
about... life is getting difficult nowadays , due to the economy i guess
. HAH , im so going to make a song about it , with hafiz ?
HAFIZ , I NOE U ALREADY MADE IT . .. lol
fine , ill make the rhythm , ok ?
TALKING ABOUT SONGS , let me just say
The time i said goodbye was a succes =)
thanks to you , i made this song ,
ok , i noe u wont understand , maybe carteenah would
OUH W8 , Kartina , if ure reading
i noe u would be like
'WAD DE HELL'
OR
'HUH"
as normal
hahaha
=)
here is some
random things for u readers
1) watch out for OutCry
2) it appeared on TV , and im so telling ya the truth
3) on channelnewasia ,
4) =) , BANDMATES , ask me , u wont understand
5) 14 days to 16
yup
12/4/09 BAYBEHH!
from that day onwards
i can like , watch movies rated NC16
hahah , too bad you young losers who cant watch
HEE, KIDDING =)
till then

23 march

2009-03-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

You know at times , when u feel the butterfly in stomach
sometimes , ure about to perform and your nervous
or , u just did something so terrible and ure worried
OR , u miss someone soo badly , u are worried for them
OR , ur having a stomach ache (haha)

ok , i just experinced all those 4 in one day
typical eyhh , and it had to be on a sunday
but honestly , im not saying that im haveing a bad day or something
instead , yesterday totally rock , i cant really mention wad
happened , but just be prepared for something that
u think it will never happen

ok fine , obviously u wont understand , one day u will get me
i really dun care wad will ppl say to me now
go ahead scream at me , GUESS WAD , I WONNT CARE
maybe its time ...

im making this confessions now , i cant just keep it inside all the
time and do nothing about it eyh? i'll make the move then ,
its rather difficult to forget about ur loved ones ey , even though
they are gone and ure supposed to move one
at times , its even difficult to forget about the mistakes u have
done to them , wheter alive or dead . im being honest now , and
if ure reading this , im telling u , im still not over with u
its been nearly one year, and all i do is kept quiet..
worst of all , made worser mistakes .. i seriously feel that
FARHAN sec 3 suck , yeah .. thats like one of the worst
FARHAN ive ever had , ive been keeping quiet for too long
having this mix feelings REALLY SUCK! Sometimes i feel , go for it
then the other minute , DONT .. i cant make those kind of decisions again
i have to get it straigt , its either yes or no .. lately i lost my
phone , so i cant really try to do anything , except
if i see u in school and at least say HI
u noe how happy i was , that u turned and smile
i missed ur voice , i wish i could get things straight with u
but , everytime i go closer to you i go , let say , guilty
im sorry .. i noe its been a long time but i didnt really manage to said
how much i really missed you , and thats it , the realtionship end
but i noe , if u didnt end it , ill still be the jerk i used to be
u made me realise how jerky , freaky i get
i wish i could turn back in time and slap that FARHAN!
u noe, after i made my prayers , i will always wished only for ur happiness
if we werent meant for each other , all i wanted is to see u smile
the tears in my ears roll down the cheeks everytime i think
even of the smallest mistakes i had made
u really did change my way of life
THANK YOU =)

19 march

2009-03-19T05:04:00.000-07:00

from a very very very long long time
since alim go thailand, i nvr jammed with the band
ok la
4 days only , but still its considered long okay
so , today we went jamming for 2 hours
thank you PAPALIM , i need not pay a single cent
LOL , kata manager pe ... haha ,
so jammed the songs that we are supposed to play for the upcoming gig
hah , ok , let me list it
>highway star (deep purple)
>the trooper (iron maiden)
>the time i said goodbye (OUTCRY)
>shattered (OUTCRY)
>flash of the blade (iron maiden)
>unholy confessions (avenged sevefold)
yeahh , 4 cover songs and two original songs from us =)
OUTCRY BAYBEHHHH!
, ok fine , DO SUPPORT OUTCRY OK
i try to post the videos
but
the videos just cant be posted
DAMN!!!
FINE ,IVE GOT PHOTOS
HAH =)

march the 18th

2009-03-18T04:42:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging again, funny eyh .
HAHA
ok fine , today went for flag day
god , finaaly i did something good to the community chest
im such an Angel
HAH ....
can u belive it , for 4 damn hours
i didnt actually stay in one place and beg for money
instead , we went to eat (for free ) hee thank u makcik suhaila
yeah WE stands for me , liy and suhaila
typical eh
lol
ada org tu kata nk blanja nak tgk wayang
tapi tk jadi , ape ni , tkpela .. in the end still had fun ohkayy
hah!
ive got photos ..

till then