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23 november

Monday, November 23, 2009

21 nov was great
outcrys 4th performance
even though not many came
we had fun headbanging , dancing , screaming our lungs out
hahaha
here are some of our pics,





i had a terrible neckache the day after that
videos are with alim
cant post on youtube , file too big
maybe i post on blogger and facebook
MAYBE
yeah , i also dont know when
as soon i get the vids , ALRIGHT


i dont really know if its going on or not
but i guess not
you have ur stories , i have mine
i just dont know where to go, what to do
i hope fate will take me there
bring me to right path
i think , im just going to be
what i was before
for a year and a half
alone...

let fate take its place

Miseries of a lifetime
6:40 AM

20 november

Thursday, November 19, 2009

im really really fucked up
seriously , tell me what have i done
have i made false hopes with you people?
im really sorry
i didnt meant it to be this way
all i wanted is to make new friends
but it all turned out so wrong
i guess i was wrong
to say all that
im really sorry
u see , i feel like jumping down the building
but hey , im not that stupid
all this miseries , someone help me
im really confused ....
one after another comes back
i just realised it
everyone came back into my life
so sudden
how am i suppose to handle each one of them
i dont know what to say ,
within the last month
its all coming back
one by one
i have to keep my miseries
and especially her
the most loved one ,
i shed enough tears just for one girl
too much i guess ,
all i one is just to live a happy life
i dont know if its fate that pulling me back again
or is it old love
i cant simply say i love you to all of you right
im falling down on my knees
begging to god to show me the truth
if this is the truth , then i have to handle it
im sorry if i make each one of you sad
or i broke ur heart
i admit it ,its my fault


relationships can wait
love doesn't need to be a hurry
it all takes time
patience is the key
i myself cant seem to see it
im just confused
and fucking fucked up
=(
now is not a good time for me either


let fate take its place ...........

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Miseries of a lifetime
9:12 PM

; ffyda here (;

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

heys all !
im ffyda , farhan is bz working now .
so im updating for him since i owe him damn alot .
he's my only cutest boyy & i love him (;
okayy random , erm , whenever you guys are free ,
go visit my blog aye , & tag is a must ^^
farhan is mine xP hha ..
kkay wna go sleep alr , bb .

Miseries of a lifetime
6:04 AM